Exactly 1 year ago, when I was writing this same kind of an autobiography, just to step into the 31st year of my life, I was with a bunch of targets and plans, and all of them I had bundled together, and was calling the “OSPI 2008 Beta Project”.
But I can clearly say today, moreover, last year was, A Failure…..!!!!!
Cos, even after three and half years of time, my so called OSPI 2008 Project still runs in Beta state.
Out of all the Programs of OSPI Project, last year, I could succeed only the “MoneyNeverSleeps Phase I”. Comparatively, it too was a great achievement…. But,
“MoneyNeverSleeps Phase II | Code named Virgin” failed and failed and failed and failed, and failed for several times that I finally abandoned it. And its substitute “MoneyNeverSleeps Phase IV | Code named UnMatched” is still without a feasibility study.
“MoneyNeverSleeps Phase III” too is still just only an Idea.
And out of all, the most remarkable thing happened in last year was, that I saw the Love of My Life, My “sudu neluma”, getting married to someone else…..!!!!
So, are there any other reasons for me to say that, last year wasn’t a failure………?????
There are two good lessons that I learned for life, in last year:
Number One is….
“Do it Today… B’cos, tomorrow can be, Too Late….!!!!!”
For most of the things….. I didn’t do today…. and tomorrow was Too Late.
And I understood that, I am Very Good in planning, in both professional and personal, but I am so poor, when executing the plans.
And I understood that, I always Plan all my Work, but I never Work out the Plan.
And I clearly understood that, One minute Late is Late but, Two minutes Late is….. Too Late……!!!!
And I also understood that, it was the only reason where, many of the OSPI Project Programs failed….!!!!
Number Two is….
All desirable things in life are, either Illegal, Banned, Expensive, Married to Someone Else…. or, Getting Married to someone Else soon……!!!!!!
I know, and few of you also know that, there are couple of people for whom, I am the Love of there Lives…… but I really don’t know, why I don’t feel like the same….!!!!
And I know that, “sorry” seems to be the hardest word but, I should say sorry that, sometimes I was so harsh to all of them….!!!!
But I know that, Love of My Life, is not for me….. anymore….!!!!!
BUT……
Out of all, the OSPI 2008 Beta Project is still running…….
Year by year, I’m still “Growing Up” , without “getting older”.
Truthfully speaking, I’m still running on my own path on which, there may be followers but, no one is leading me…..!!!
And I’m still Happy & Content….. and Proud of My Self too…..!!!!
And I’m still looking forward, to be the best “Samanalaya”, I can be……!!!!
That is……. chamilawara@theageofThirtyOne
And….. the Mission
